the best thing was I didn't really know who it was until the end. the image change completely threw me ... but the sound was so familiar ... just couldn't quite place it. so glad I couldn't, because that momentwhen the name popped up at the very end as I watched MTV ... regarding the video ... I have no words.
I hate the Summer. But I was glad for it this year. Not that I didn't hate it - it's hard to be grieving when you are having to put up with the heat and brightness and happy people all around you. But the thing was, having to put up with the heat, just getting through each day of it, helped because it gave my mind something else to focus on.
I know how hard it was in January when my Dad got ill and it was touch and go ... how hard it was to go through all that amid snow, freezing temperatures and general winter bleakness. So even though I hated it, I will be forever grateful that the Summer was there.
I normally like Autumn, but now it just makes me think that the seasons are changing and those bright Sunny skies will soon be gone ... those skies that helped mask the situation ... and then all you'll be left with are grey days and your thoughts.
I am going to force myself to start blogging again. sometimes I'll think of an idea - but then in the same thought will think I can't be bothered - but I'm going to force myself. because I don't want to remain in that state of mind.
Thank you Randy and Krystle.
Wednesday, 3 July 2013
my dad died on monday. please if you can say a little prayer for me and my family.
Christina, 18 (taken on St Marks Place on the Sunday morning ... a nice sunny autumn day. funny thing was I had approached St Marks from the opposite side and didn't realise I was there because I was entering from the bottom of the street (and for some reason I thought it was a dead end street and you couldn't even enter from another side?!) anyway within a second I realised where I was. saw Christina and went on over. soon as I saw her I thought you'd like her Marlena(!!)
shirt: good-will trousers: from Hot Topic where I work jacket: thrift store boots: from a thrift store round here called NO RELATION bracelets: the one with the not so pointy spikes I made ... the other I got from Hot Topic. the bondage bracelet I got from a thrift store - which is kinda weird because it was used(!) but whatever ... it looks cool! arm warmers: this one (above left) I don't remember where I got it from and this one (right) was like a sock ... I cut it out style inspiration: I don't really know ... I just wear what I like I guess. I don't really like ... look to other people
last song you listened to: Sex Pistols - Anarchy In The UK because it was playing in Search and Destroy (good answer but I wondered what the last song she purposely listened to was) ... probably Saturday Nightby the Misfits because it's been stuck in my head all week. last album you bought: something by Bad Brains, I can't remember last gig you saw: oh my god, I haven't been to a concert in forever I think it was Green Day when I was like 13!! in Connecticut. they were my favourite band when I was younger but not anymore!!
side note> during the interview, Christina told me she had cut her own hair!!
Nikolai, 31 (1. how cool is this dude. exactly. and 2. yes finally a picture of a guy)
this was taken on the saturday morning ... between 9-10 ... around 5th avenue on my way to the apple store (I was having a problem with my mac importing pictures from flickr) ... very cool looking store but very rude guy serving me. it was a pretty cold morning, probably 10 degrees colder than the day before. so cold, that walking down the streets I could kind of envisage what it must be like to be there in the winter. I didn't realise before I left how much colder it was. hence still wearing my knee length dickie style shorts and 'Unbroken meat is murder hoodie. and why mid-conversation Nikolai said to me (in an american accent don't forget) 'I do believe your lip is bleeding from the cold' - making it the singular most coolest thing I heard my whole trip there.
jacket: all saints sweater: asos suspenders: zara jeans: all saints boots: all saints cap: new york hat company
style inspiration:I forgot to ask this!! yes.I know. I went straight to 'last song you listened to. it's the first time I've ever missed a question out. kinda bummed cause I'd like to have known his answer. how could this have happened? I'll put it down to a/the cold ... b/general tiredness from non-stop walking and constant worrying the moz gigs would be cancelled ... and c/just the shock of finally getting a cool dude for this feature.
last song you listened to:(right before I stopped him!) Johnny Cash The Fourth Man In The Fire last album you bought: Johnny Cash box set - Unearthed(where the above song is from) last gig you saw:The XX at Terminal 5
EBAY I LOVE THEE. I am now the proud owner of these 'Smiths badges. yes 2 the same (I like to have spares!) after I won the first I saw the same one from someone else. it was a bidding war between Smiths fans. of course I was victorious. I had to have them. definitely my favourite Smiths badges I have.
yes I paid £7.50 for a badge. yes I paid £10.50 for a badge.
but to be more specific ... ORIGINAL SMITHS BADGES FROM THE 1980's yes that alters it a bit doesn't it.
let's be reminded of the wondorous-ness of this band
YES EXACTLY. YES EXACTLY.
the second seller said this about the badge:
I GOT THE BADGE AS A PROMO ITEM SOMETIME IN THE LATE 1980s WHEN I WORKED IN THE REVOLVER RECORDS SHOP IN BIRMINGHAM
very interesting. from the font/colours I'd say they are definitely 1985 MEAT IS MURDER period.
would morrissey approve? most definitely. young moz was a fervent badge wearer and clearly understood their importance.
ps. on the subject of badges - I need this one so bad.
I was walking through the town centre today - down a narrow-ish street of high buildings and for a second I felt like I was in new york. just how the darkening sky and sudden shift in light affected the buildings and everything around you. it only lasted a second. but it was a nice feeling.
I've been listening a lot to Jessie Ware this week. I love this album.perfectly suits the cold/wintery/rainy/blustery weather we are having (so bad I actually keep thinking we are in autumn - then I remember)but you know what - I actually don't mind it except I hate getting wet - which is a bit of an oxymoron ... and that last bit is pretty ironic considering I live in the uk.
I'm working on the new york photos at the moment. every time I look at them my heart aches a little bit - I'm not even joking. they are coming soon. very soon. in 1's and 2's. look out for posts with the title #newyork
EBAY I LOVE THEE. snagged this shirt on the 'bay. I had to have it at whatever cost. luckily that worked out at just $15.50. one slight problem ... it's XL. haha I just know when it arrives and I take it out it's going to be ginormous!!! - but I'm just gonna have to try and shrink it down and/or roll the sleeves up - 'cause it's my new favourite t shirt. I particularly love the wording on the back.
Hayley, 20 (taken outside FIT building, 7th Avenue on the Friday morning. I had just been to the Post Office(very impressive building - THOSE STEPS!!) on 8th avenue to post a postcard to my cousin in Italy. when I went in it was all bright sunshine, when I came out it was grey and overcast and it was like everything suddenly changed. buildings now seemed overpowering, tall and imposing. I walked onto 7th avenue, passed the FIT building and saw Hayley. first thing I said to her was how the weather had suddenly changed. ... it was nice speaking to her at that moment)
jacket: Forever 21 dress: Urban outfitters socks: Forever 21 boots: Frye (a gift from my cousin) bag: from a company my sister works for called Derin International style inspiration: I get a lot of inspiration from the 40's + 50's ... I'm very into the whole kind of rockabilly pin-up girl ... with a little bit of a like punk rock edge to it ... definitely comes from music like you were saying (I had said how this feature was about how the music you listen to can influence what you wear) ... I just really like that kind of vintage 40's/50's look ... that's like my main inspiration
last song you listened to:Elvis Presley - Heartbreak Hotel last album you bought: I don't remember the album, but I'm pretty sure the last artist I downloaded was Pennywise (nice answer!) (Here is a Pennywsise song) last gig you saw:Angus Stone at The Bowery Ballroom
Alison Moyet IS BACK. *this* is how to make a comeback.
I knew Alison had a new record coming out. but I kind of expected it to be more soulful bluesy stuff.
then I saw the below.
mouth. dropped. open.
how amazing is this song??
I love that it has a real torch song/kd lang feel but with a real urgent driving beat. I seriously love the verses - they are my favourite part of the whole song.
all I've listened to for the past 2 days. I love how a song comes from nowhere and affects you like this. why I love music.
bought off itunes and the album pre-ordered. 4 months in. my single of the year.